I wish

I wish I could talk to you

and speak the way we used to

Want to hear your voice, what you have to say

but I know its not possible

I'm supposed to stay away


Can people be bigger

Can we put it all behind us?

Why you couldn't come outside and meet me?

I thought you were better than that

Got with a girl that cut off your balls

Nothing respectable about that..

but still the one we love always seem to have the power don't they

and I still haven't figured everything out

but I digress


Wish I could call you up sometime

and say what's up

But we gotta live, pretend like we are dead

to each other and never connect

over some petty life-ruining shit

Fears that come alive like nightmares

that never were, cause you stayed sleeping

I wish