miss you sometimes

I miss you sometimes


not really


the truth is


I met someone


not a new someone


more like an old someone


who was at the same new years party


like 2  years ago


but that's not the point




the point is,


he doesn't exist


because you don't exist




He reminded me so much of you


I hope this is not incomplete


or makes sense in some way




I met someone new


and they reminded me of you


and because of this,


it feels like dejavu




oh how I wish I could call


but no, you still are far away


I'm the phone call you refuse


The crying girl that you ignore