face

saw you on face
book today


you look
the same
but not yourself


like a ganster


not the sweet Angel that I know


your page is... disappointing


we're not into the same things


I wondered why I ever liked you


yeah sucks to say it but it's true


From your page
it seems we have nothing in common


was I so weak? were you so strong?


was I so vulnerable? that you looked my way
and the attraction, it was on


lucky for you, we got to speak
so I didn't dismiss


and you showed your intelligence


I used to love all the things you said


now it's time
to close this chapter of my life
or begin it
depending on what happens next


but i'll see you again
i'll see you again

miss you sometimes

I miss you sometimes


not really


the truth is


I met someone


not a new someone


more like an old someone


who was at the same new years party


like 2  years ago


but that's not the point




the point is,


he doesn't exist


because you don't exist




He reminded me so much of you


I hope this is not incomplete


or makes sense in some way




I met someone new


and they reminded me of you


and because of this,


it feels like dejavu




oh how I wish I could call


but no, you still are far away


I'm the phone call you refuse


The crying girl that you ignore